The Nest

31 weeks

Posted Monday, April 07, 2008 2:02 AM

I will be offically 31 weeks on 4/7 and im anxious.

9 weeks until my due date 11 weeks until my dr induces. I really hope I dont have to be induced, but my dr does not want me to go past 41 weeks.

Ive realized that ive been so consumed with this pregnancy, that I have left Haley out. So tomorrow we are having a girls day out, after she gets out of school. We will go to the library, where she will pick out any book(s) that she wants, then we will go have ice cream. After that we will go pick out a kids movie and watch it together. She has no idea I have this planned and will be very happy.

I want to do this once a week, even after the baby is born. Well maybe a couple weeks after the baby is born. I want her to know she is still very well loved, and I havent forgotton about her. Today she told me she was sad, because ive been busy. I cried, I didnt know she felt this way. Shes been clingy to me all day, so tomorrow im going to make it up to her, big.

I need to go to bed, Ive been sleeping all day and I still feel horrible. Hopefully this extra 7 hours of sleep will make me feel better, I hope.