Update...
Posted
Tuesday, April 29, 2008 3:49 PM
So, I went to the OBGYN yesterday for my yearly, questions about TTC and to discuss my weird AF. And everything went well. Weird AF is due to coming off BC, which I assumed. (I have been officially off since March). And she didn't see the need to do any blood work since I had it done last year and everything looked "perfect", not to mention last September I had a internal sonogram when I was having weird AF, due to stress and hormones being to weak, and everything was good then too. So, we are officially TTC. I left with a bag full of prenatal vitamins samples and in a good mood. Now, let me back up to Saturday night. DH mom swears by this book; Choose the Sex of your Baby. She keeps it on her bookshelf in the living room...DH stole it Saturday, it was his sign that he really is ready to TTC. He wants a boy 1st, of course. So, Sunday night we read the chapter, Boy Easier? And he is all doing everything this book says to have a boy...so starting at the beginning of AF in May (May 7ish) we will officially begin TTC...so charting and temp taking is a go....(the "book" says for a boy to have sex at the 1st rise of temp indicting O time, in the morning... and to abstinence before then, I am weary of this book, but it is worth a try!)....so here goes nothing! (oh I must mention DH will not say out loud we are TTC, he says it is to scary...lol). I hope I do not get to caught up in TTC and lose focus on my number one role in life, which is to be a loving wife...I will try not to make this a chore for us, and hope to keep it lighthearted and fun...*crossing my fingers and hoping I can do just that!*
So, today I changed my profile for friends to be able to see my profile only...and I took my bio off...only for the reason of protecting me from SIL. Whom I love dearly, but I am not sharing any of this with her, not until we are actually PG and past the 1st trimester.... this is my place to vent, share...and explore...so just in case it is her place too...I am private. While my username is a dead give away, maybe w/o all my pictures it won't be as noticable it is me...I am not even sure if she is on this site, but I know she used the knot for wedding planning. So, safey 1st right? Oh, speaking of SIL, DH said the other day "I think SIL is trying to get PG...and I think that is the reason she went to the dr" (I of course already assumed this) and I think it kinda bothered him too that once again we are all in the same boat...I am hoping for a miracle and to be PG now;) (but I was at the doctor yesterday and they did a POAS test...so I know that I am not PG yet) I think SIL is going to start TTC in August. She thinks I am starting in November. So, hopefully I will be PG before August, I know she needs to lower her
cholesterol, and just found out about a heart murmer, which is why I think she is waiting till August (then hoping to be PG by Nov)... I am not being ugly, I just want to be a few months ahead in PG and not be head to head with her like with the weddings. Call it selfish, call it whatever you want...I just know I want this time to be special, like the wedding was suppose to be.