Happy Blog
Posted
Friday, May 25, 2007 12:14 PM
Well, I sort of deviated from my happy-go-lucky blogs of the past, so I'm going to work on seeing the funny ridiculous joy in life again.
Where the F is my period??? My last period started on April 18th. Since then, NADA! I miss my old 28 day cycles and knowing when the ugly red monster was coming. I miss my perfectly clear skin of the birth control days (breaking out at the age of 28 sucks). I wish this bloated belly would go away! I feel like I have three months worth of saved up period in my belly right now. Gross, I know.
This guy I work with has a brother in a band. I wanted to look him up as a potential band to play at the fundraiser I'm planning for my cousin. He has a myspace page for the band, and I've never been on myspace before. I feel like it's this crazy invasion of privacy and just sets people up for looking bad somehow. So the guy I work with was listed as a friend of the band. So I clicked on his page. Then, hmm, my tummy got some butterflies. I saw that my previous really super close friend (back from freshman year in high school) who I work with every day in the same office, who was a bridesmaid in my wedding, who stopped talking to me exactly one week after I got back from my honeymoon, who has decided she never wants to be my friend and that I'm clearly disposable, is listed as a friend of the guy we work with. So I clicked on her page. It felt wrong, but she has a public page, anyone can read her blog. So I read it. And it mentioned this vacation she's going on and how she's so freaking excited because the last vacation she went on (my wedding in Florida, by the way), in her words, "wasn't really a vacation and SUCKED OUT LOUD." Hmm, belly nervousness turned into just a pure wanna smack the *** in the face rage. Okay, so I'm over it. I'm better off without her as a friend. But jeez, must you act like you had the greatest time at my wedding and on that trip to Florida, only to cut me out of your life and tell the rest of the myspace world that the time at my wedding blew? At least I know now what a good reason for dropping a friend is...having a crappy time at that person's wedding. Good reason. Thanks for wasting 13 years of friendship together and never even giving me a reason. Awesome. And even better, thanks for ignoring me every single day at work, talking about me behind my back but close enough that I can hear, and for becoming new best friends with someone else in our office so you could rub it in every single day.
Again, better off without her. So glad the other people in my life are good friends and that I don't feel like a total failure in the friendship world.
On a bright note, we moved offices, and I love our new space so much better! On the crappy end, I'm losing my job (due to budget cuts) in September and won't get to enjoy my pretty new cubicle for too much longer. However, yea for me, I might have a new job lead, doing something way better than what I do now - but for way less money, but that's okay. I'll keep everyone updated, but I don't want to get too excited about it until I get through the interview.