The Nest

My first moment of unexplained and irrational behavior

Posted Wednesday, January 09, 2008 1:30 PM

I've been doing well, I think.  I still occasionally feel sick but I've learned how to deal with it.  I'm incredibly exhausted but I just try to sleep more.  I haven't cried at random things, haven't flown off the deep end, haven't had any weird craving at 4 am.  I know it's early, but I'm proud to say I have been managing.

Well, last night I had my first moment of "Where the F did that come from?"  Chris and I have finally started doing, you know, the deed again.  Since getting pregnant, I think we maybe had sex 5 times until now (and yes, I really hope it picks back up).  I just haven't felt well and for some reason, kissing made me kinda grossed out.  Last night, however, I was feeling good and definitely thinking my husband looked hot.  Then right at the end of this particular deed, I tried to shoo my dog out of the way (she likes to get all up in our faces for a good look at what's going on, it's really disgusting) but both my hands were occupied at the time.  So I used my head to sorta push her back, only I POORLY misjudged it and slammed my head into my husband's face.  Ouch.  He seemed to recover quickly, but I just couldn't help it and I busted out laughing.  I mean, you'd think this was the funniest thing I'd ever seen.  Then, out of NOWHERE with no explanation whatsoever, my laughter turned into sobbing tears.  Um yeah, that kinda killed the moment.