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Posted Monday, June 23, 2008 3:24 PM

I got two e-mails today of people telling me that they are pregnant - I cannot get away from it.

Plus to add insult to injury I am starting to spot - I thought maybe just maybe I could get a break cycle BFP - no such luck.

I am tired of infertility - I have had enough - I am tired of every single month being a let down - I feel like I am never going to get a BFP.

Plus I could just smack my co-irker - she is suppose to be answer the phones but instead she is talking away to another co-worker and made me miss an important phone call - yet she never gets in trouble for this.

I am drinking a nice big glass of wine tonight and going tanning after work - take that IF.

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re: Angry

I am so sorry.  It sucks that babybumps are popping up everywhere.  I hope that you get your break soon.  Wine and tanning, that just sounds so good.  When I used to tan, I would slather on the coconut lotion and it felt and smelled sooooo good.

Posted by MandyE-worth    Monday, June 23, 2008 2:38 PM


re: Angry

Go do something for yourself!  The wine and tanning sounds perfect!  My suggestion?  A really good book that you can ust dive into.

Posted by Ashley T    Monday, June 23, 2008 2:52 PM


re: Angry

Ah, enjoy that wine.  I miss wine.  

I'm sorry.  Unfortunately we're at that age where it seems everyone is making pregnancy announcements.  I have no advice on how to better handle that.  I spent a few hours with my friend yesterday who is having IF problems (only about 14 months so far of trying, currently Clomid is out because it screwed her up so she's on another pill and will do the surgery for endometriosis soon) and I always feel so bad when I'm around her because I'm pregnant and we both started TTC around the same time.  

Enjoy that wine and tanning bed (just don't combine them!)

Posted by edmo    Monday, June 23, 2008 2:56 PM


re: Angry

tanning will definitely make you feel better.  who cares if it allegedly causes cancer in the long run?  live for the moment!  

Posted by elliscurrie    Monday, June 23, 2008 3:08 PM


re: Angry

Awe...I hope you're feeling better & sending F-vibes (lol) your way for next month.  Take care of yourself  - enjoy the indulgence!  You deserve it!  

Posted by DANGERUSS & MITTENS    Monday, June 23, 2008 8:04 PM


re: Angry

Well, I know how you feel. Not in relation to the pregnancy/baby situation, but in relation to marriage. Everyone around me is constantly getting engaged, married, etc... All my friends and I am STILL single. So so so very single. I'm attractive, educated, smart and nice and I have had many boyfriends/dates, just not one that has stuck. So it is really miserable to see everyone around you getting something you want so badly, and esp. when some don't even deserve or cherish it (Kind of like your best friend that told you she may have an abortion, I have a friend that may get divorced -- but she prob never should have married this guy anyway). It sucks, but I've decided to accept my fate for now. I'm 29 and not getting any younger. I may freeze my eggs soon, so I don't rush and just marry some wrong guy. But it is what it is. I decided the sooner I accept it, the better my life will be. I can't keep living for the hope of maybe tomorrow, maybe next week, maybe next year I will meet the right guy. I have to live my life now and be happy now b/c this is the only moment that really exists. I hope you get what you want really soon and that in the meantime you are able to enjoy your life as it is.

Posted by glaw    Tuesday, June 24, 2008 12:00 PM


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