The Nest

What did I do?

Posted Sunday, July 06, 2008 8:44 AM

Yesterday, after waking up a little I came up with the genius idea to highlight my hair again. I've been meaning do it for awhile and I wanted add a little more blond. Now, I've added a bit too much blond, and right before my new job starts. Go Me. I was going to post some pics but I can't take a decent picture with out the flash distorting everything. I tried without the auto flash, but then it's really blurry. So no embarrassing picture in my blog for y'all to look at! haha. At least not today. So now instead of a few extra highlights, my hair is mostly blond on top. It doesn't look that bad if I pull it back, but considering that I have really dark hair and darker features it looks weird when it's down, at least to me. Chris didn't notice when he came home last night because I had it up, but then I took it down and his eyes went wide like "oh my gosh what did you do?" He said it was because he wasn't used to seeing me so blond... then he asked if I was going to get breast implants and then looked disappointed when I said no. Sometimes I wonder if I did go completely blond and had bigger boobs if he would be happier or if it would just be temporary and then he'd want the old me back. I have always thought that he liked the fact that I'm a pretty low maintenance girl, but the blond with bigger boobs thing is something I feel he constantly makes comments about. It's a little frustrating because then I feel like he doesn't love me for all of me just bits and pieces. I guess that is my own insecurity, but it's tough sometimes. Tough to remember that he wouldn't have married me if he didn't love me.

I'm not going to go into it too much right now as I did give myself a limit to nesting today since I have a bunch of projects to do. 

I hope everyone had a great weekend and have a good week!