Lachrisa:
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Currently, I am using my blog to help accomplish and work through several things going on my life right now. This may very well change. I've always believed that life is what you make it... so this is my life as I choose to make it. Or actually, Our life as We choose to make it, but from my POV.

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I'm late

Posted Thursday, July 10, 2008 7:37 PM

So AF was supposed to be here 3 days ago. I still feel like I could start though, so I'm going to wait to POAS. I don't want  to get all hopeful and excited and just get a BFN or have AF start tomorrow. I've done that the past few months. I just keep telling myself that getting off of BCP can do some weird things to us even if it has been a few months. Maybe I'll try and wait until next week, and if I haven't started by then I will take a test. Usually the thought of being pg would get me all excited and I'd start looking at baby clothes and furniture and all of those sorts of things. But now the thought gets me frustrated and I think it is because I would like to be a SAHM but I feel like I am finally starting to get on some sort of career path. Granted, I would be happy, ecstatic even, if I was actually pg, but I'm not sure I am, so I'm kind of on the fence right now since I don't know for sure. I know it sounds bad right now and I would love to be pg at some point, just not right now, but if I am now then I will be happy. Ugh... I feel so conflicted.

I am tired too. As much as I love my new job, getting used to 980's is going to be tough. Working an extra hour a day is tough. I'm sure it will just take some getting used to, but right now, I am exhausted. I'm going try and take a quick nap before Last Comic Standing is on.

Have a great Friday everyone! :)
 

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re: I'm late

I understand exactly what you are going through. I just went off the pill in May and now everytime that it is that "time" I freak out. This month though I was over a week late. But I think that was partly my fault for stressing to much. Which can cause a delay as well. Best of luck to you!

Posted by Jen2179    Thursday, July 10, 2008 8:19 PM


re: I'm late

I'm sorry, all I can think of is SATC where Samantha said "True, you're in front of the firing squad, but you haven't been shot" when Carrie is late one time.  I think a few days give, or take is a pretty grey area, so not worth the money for a pee stick.  If you are...you are...and as silly as that may sound, that could be one way to look at it and find peace with a potential change in your career path.  I know what you mean though.  I thought I was once, but wasn't, and the days until the proof came were so full of hope and dread.  Hope you get an answer soon, either way, and that it's the answer you need right now :)

Posted by lipp82    Thursday, July 10, 2008 8:51 PM


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About Lachrisa

I grew up in Colorado and then met my husband when I was going to school in California. We have since moved back to Colorado with our two dogs.


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