The Nest

So busy....

Posted Wednesday, July 16, 2008 10:22 PM

Ugh... I still like my job, but it is taking some getting used to being so busy all the time when I wasn't nearly as busy in my previous job. I'm so hard on myself too. I have 2 business days to get information in the system, but I keep trying to get everything in in 1 day. I'm just causing more stress on myself which I need to stop doing. I also volunteered to help with a big project today, so we'll see how that goes.

Oh and I'm now 10 days late and not pg (at least that's what the two sticks i peed on said). I made the mistake of telling Chris that I was late... he looked so excited and hopeful. It totally broke my heart when the test was negative and I had to tell him. I keep feeling cramps but still no visit from AF.... now I'm getting worried. I'm going to try and see a dr next week, just to make sure it's nothing to freak out about.

It doesn't help that I've been a little depressed too. Not about work, just life in general... I can't make a decision, I just feel blah. I mean I'm content at work, it just seems that when I get home, I'm tired and I don't feel like doing anything. Oh well... hopefully I'll snap out of it soon.