September 2008 - Posts
Posted Tuesday, September 30, 2008 10:39 AM
As much as I absolutely adore and love my kitties, I have to admit that they smell. Cat smells are one of those things that no matter how you try to hide it with air fresheners and Oxyclean, it still lingers. And maybe it's just me being overly sensitive
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Posted Saturday, September 27, 2008 9:41 PM
I think I need to find some other hobbies or something. This weekend I've just been feeling so apathetic about everything. My PC is still crashing at the most inopportune times, so playing any kind of games on it is pretty scarce. But I usually knit quite
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Posted Friday, September 26, 2008 10:43 AM
I always have to do so many things on payday. Balance the checkbook, write out the bills, get groceries, get any extra things, and do most of it before noon. Almost always I plan just a few minutes late and we end up being at the grocery store 'til 12:15
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Posted Tuesday, September 23, 2008 10:17 PM
To keep an eye on our finances, Andy and I have had $150/month each to use as our personal allowance to do what we want with. This means any booze, snacks, games, etc... will come out of this little fund. Since I implemented this, it's been easy to control
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Posted Monday, September 22, 2008 12:55 PM
There's something about Sunday that makes me feel lazy. Maybe because it's the last day of the weekend and I want to bask in the ability to sit on the couch (usually by myself) and knit or watch a movie and just relax. I can take a much needed bubble
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Posted Sunday, September 14, 2008 2:58 PM
Over the weekend I still clung to a tiny bit of hope (mostly my random spurts of sobbing) that I could be pregnant. But then today AF showed up. I'm mostly relieved and partially sad. That probably sounds really strange for someone who's been anxious
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Posted Wednesday, September 10, 2008 10:43 AM
After 6 negative pregnancy tests, I'm really beginning to doubt myself. I hate that I feel pregnant and that these tests make me feel that I'm crazy. I hate that my body can't be on a regular schedule and drives me up the wall with these random disappearances
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Posted Monday, September 08, 2008 8:58 PM
Tonight I gave my first piano lessons. I was very surprised and proud of myself for not feeling more nervous or anxious, The two boys were great and it was overall lots of fun! Their mom told me that the younger one just chattered away about his piano
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Posted Monday, September 08, 2008 9:29 AM
I think I'm giving up on this whole test thing. It's driving me up the wall. On one hand I feel very pregnant. Everything I felt with Jax, I'm feeling again. There's so much going on with my body right now that screams pregnant. But the tests just keep
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Posted Wednesday, September 03, 2008 7:50 PM
....it has to be true. Andy has been teasing me on/off today just like normal and every time I've felt upset & annoyed. After dinner I went back to my knitting and was upset with something Andy said and got my yarn stuck around something and just
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Posted Wednesday, September 03, 2008 10:45 AM
Another day, another negative pregnancy test. I have one more in my stash that I'm waiting 'til tomorrow to use. Then after that, I am going to hold off doing anything else 'til next weekend. Because then I can ease my anxiety over becoming one of those
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Posted Tuesday, September 02, 2008 10:29 AM
In my mind, I really do think I am pregnant. Everything just feels....pregnant. It's hard to describe and it's way different than how I felt with Jax. With Jax I was taking my temperature every day and tracking the signs of what my body was doing. So
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