One year ago today...
Posted
Monday, June 09, 2008 8:44 AM
....I had my first m/c. Needless to say, today is going to be a rough day for me. I managed to make it through what would have been my due date this past February, but today feels completely different. Luckily, work is fairly quiet today since most of the office is out on vacation. That will allow me to at least shut my door for while if need be.
Surprisingly, it feels somewhat surreal that it's been one year already. I guess I can be thankful that the time has flown by so quickly, but it's still a bit hurtful that we haven't yet had a sucessful pregnancy. I have to admit, I've been quite depressed lately because of this and as much as I try to focus on all the blessings I do have, it's still been rough. I stumbled upon this scripture verse last week that was really comforting in it's own way. Hopefully, it can also comfort anyone else out there who may be going through a similar situation.
"I know what I'm doing. I have it all planned out - plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for." (Jeremiah 29:11)
On a lighter note, I'll be 10 DPO on Wednesday and even though I highly doubt I'm PG this cycle, I'm going to test just for the heck of it. Who knows, maybe the baby that we were so ready for and lost last year will finally be ready for us as well.
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Mikes_Wife06
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