Yes I know . . .
Posted
Monday, September 08, 2008 2:13 PM
My last 2 blog posts are down. I could just see in my mind's eye people thinking what a complaining, ungrateful wife I was, and I was thinking it myself reading them. I blame it on PMS-induced down in the dumps-ness. Now that AF has started, I'll be much more positive. I forgot, in my whinyness this morning, that I am still about 142, even all bloated and with no exercise last week. I think I can get into the 130's this month. I think 138 if I really concentrate and don't get derailed.
I know I complain about DH on here, but who's a girl to complain to? I'm not one who can keep it all inside - I have to b*tch to someone (or lots of ppl, as the case may be). I've done that, now I'm ready to be a good wife and be thankful that my hubby is a good man. Not always the most communicative, but about the things that matter most a good man. (I mean, I'm smart and all, but I don't have ESP - of course, maybe I shouldn't let on to him that I don't have that talent.) He is getting more and more comfortable with the thought of a baby in the (hopefully) near future. And yes, I think he is still a little scared - sheesh, I'm a little scared! And yes, he turned me down last night after my romance novel heated me up, but when I explained that (through my sobs, which almost made me laugh they were so ridiculous) he started stroking my neck, and the next thing I know . . . well we didn't get to sleep until very late.
I went to my first sorority meeting as advisor last night, and wow have things changed since I graduated. They all seemed excited to have me as an advisor, and I'm excited to help out (but it is hard to keep my mouth shut). They told me they needed my opinions, so I told them if they wanted me to talk to ask me what I thought (that way I'm not blabbing all the time, only when they want me to). :)
And like I said in the previous deleted post, I just need to get a new golf bag and we're ready to begin my learning on a real golf course.
Oh, and my boss said we need to be dressed up for the career fair Wednesday, so I'm thinking it might be a good time to get the new suit that I've been needing for a while. My guess is DH won't feel the same way. ;)