Happy 4th? Not so much
Posted
Saturday, July 04, 2009 3:51 PM
Holidays suck. Yep, that's right, I said it. They SUCK. I had yet another complete meltdown this morning because all I want to do is go and watch the stupid fireworks and I have nobody to go with because OF COURSE my husband has to work tonight. I have a couple friends that offered to let me come with them but they are going with their families and I do not want to infringe upon family time. My parents and sister obviously don't believe in family time because they're not doing crap today. I would love to have them over to our house, but of course that wouldn't work when Adam is trying to sleep. And I refuse to go watch the fireworks by myself because that's just pathetic and I will probably cry the whole time anyway. My hubby and I went to lunch today since that's pretty much the only thing we had time for and it was nice, but I would just really love to be able to do something tonight. Plus he has to work on my birthday AND his birthday this year so we won't get to do anything then. He offered to take off work but he doesn't have any vacation time (he got screwed out of all his built-up time when he had to go work for the different company) so he would end up having to work extra hours to make up for it and I would feel really guilty if he had to do that. Plus on top of it I'm on Day 22 of my cycle and STILL no ovulation. I'm starting to get really pissed. If you look at my chart it's a definite decreasing trend in temp. It was 96.6 yesterday! WTF?! It's never been that low. I'm just an emotional wreck today.