Doctor Update
Posted
Thursday, October 22, 2009 10:42 PM
This is the same thing I posted on the boards earlier but I wanted to give you guys an update too. I copied and pasted because I really can't bear to type it all out again.
She pretty much told me everything I was expecting to hear, but that
doesn't make actually hearing it any easier. She sent me for blood work
and wants DH to do an SA. She told me some other options for what tests
I could do, but right now we are just trying to focus on one step at a
time. I went to the appointment by myself but as soon as I got home I
broke down to DH. I am emotionally exhausted and scared. I just can't
handle not knowing and the fact that this is completely out of my
hands. There is still a chance that I'm pregnant now, but I just don't
think I am. I had what I think is a ruptured cyst last night and
spotting yesterday and today. I just never wanted to get to this point,
and now that we're here, it feels surreal. I know it could be worse,
but right now I can't help how I'm feeling.