Feeling Better

Posted Sunday, October 25, 2009 5:14 PM

This is the second day that I have made it without crying so I figure that's a good sign. There have been a few times when I could have teared up, but I just quickly started doing something else to get my mind off of it. We are probably going to go this week to get Adam's testing done and I get a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach when I think about it. I mean, I know he could be fine and we just need to give it more time, but for some reason I've just had a gut feeling that there is a problem for a while now. The problem still could be me. I'm still hurting a little bit on my side and I don't know what could be causing that. Whatever it is, I hope it's an easy fix.

In other news, I got a good job lead yesterday! I would be working with children with Asperger's/high-functioning autism which I would love. I tried real estate and hated it, and special education/autism is just where I'm meant to be. I'm now starting to toy with the idea of getting my master's in special ed because I would be able to do more with it. I'm just not sure if I would have to do some undergrad classes first to be accepted into a master's program (my bachelor's is in psychology). Anyway, I really hope it all works out. I'm telling my broker this week that I'm quitting. I'm very relieved. 

Well, I've got a lot to do this week! Hope everyone else has a good one!

Posted by MrsTucker07

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I hope that you get some answers soon and that, like you said, if something is wrong, that it's an easy fix. You're going to be such an amazing mommy Smile And that's really exciting about the job lead! GL!!!!

Posted by Kim B.    Sunday, October 25, 2009 6:01 PM


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Aww, thanks Kim :)

Posted by MrsTucker07    Sunday, October 25, 2009 6:10 PM


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GL with all that's going on!

Posted by NikkiJ19    Monday, October 26, 2009 8:14 AM


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i"m glad your feeling better:) and yeaaaa on a new job! I know that realtor stuff was stressing you out!

Posted by amccul20    Monday, October 26, 2009 11:38 AM


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That's wonderful about the job lead!  I have three brothers with Asperger's, and there is definitely a great need out there for some honestly good individuals to help out with special needs children.  It obviously isn't an easy job, but it is so rewarding.  Many kudos to you!

When we went into our RE, they wanted to do an SA on my husband just to basically do the whole shebang of testing.  I *knew* the problem was mine, though, and sure enough, I was right.  Sometimes, you just "know".  :(  I hope that whatever the results are, that you are able to overcome it rather swiftly.  {{lots of hugs and prayers}}

Posted by Choensa    Monday, October 26, 2009 11:47 PM


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Maybe there isn't a problem at all, or it's a simple one.  I was unable to ovulate - blood testing and charting showed that - for 7 months before my doctor finally gave me Clomid - which worked on the second try.  Easy fix.  I know my husband was terrified for that SA appointment so be nice to your husband (I actually think this is harder on them than on us because they just aren't built to think about fertility and would never dream something might be wrong with them, so they get super nervous).

Posted by edmo    Tuesday, October 27, 2009 10:16 AM


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