Another week
Posted
Tuesday, November 03, 2009 6:01 PM
Another week has gone by. The bedrest is starting to get to me. I feel so useless. I went to the doctor today and he said that everything is going well and that my cervix is the same so the bedrest is working. I did ask him what I can do and he gave me permission to go shop for the baby once but I have to be on a wheel chair. That got me really excited. So I have to choose the date wisely. Since I can only go once, maybe twice.
Back to the bedrest getting to me. I had a mini breakdown yesterday. I started to cry and my hubby was trying to console me but it just wasn't working. I do feel better today though since I did get to go out. Ill probably be ok for a few days. I can't wait until my mom gets back and she starts to take care of me. The nursery got painted this weekend and it looks awesome. Now I will start to decorate well I will starting telling people how to decorate. I think that will be one of the hardest things of this time. The fact that I can't decorate my baby's room. I know that this is the sacrifice that will give me a healthy baby (I have heard this 100x) but it is still hard physically and mentally. I am hoping that it will get better. The one things I am very happy about is that I am at home and not at the hospital.
We are getting more and more excited at our baby's coming. I want to know what he looks like, his personality, everything. It is so exciting!!