The Day of BFN
Posted
Friday, September 07, 2007 8:42 PM
For some reason, my BFN today prompted me to start a blog. Why, I don't know. I guess I need to record my feelings about this whole TTC mess. My DH doesn't understand. I talk about how I want a baby every day and he gets mad. (I know I'm obsessive, but you knew that when you married me!!) I should lay off the baby talk, I know, but it's all I can think about. I tried to get a new hobby, but I haven't been able to get into it. Maybe I need to try harder. I just look around at all of the people pregnant and with their new babies (5 cousins, 3 friends, and my SIL), and it makes me yearn even more. I guess I'm having a bit of pity party, but it's my turn. This is month #5 of trying and I'm getting very discouraged. I ordered my CBEFM, so maybe if #5 is unlucky the CBEFM will be our lucky charm!!