I started throwing myself into reading and making the predictions especially this year because around the time the awards season started we went through a horrendous failed adoption not of our own choice.
Sorry if it seems weird. But I really did care. You know how people all have interests that may seem strange to others.
I hope it wasn't a dig that I take this seriously because I wasn't the one who watched screeners of every nominated film. eta: Not trying to be snotty. I just couldn't tell how the prior comment was meant.